Made it back
So now I’m back in Tucson, AZ. and it feels weird. like weird weird, I’ve been gone for a year like had a job, paid rent, everything yet coming back here and seeing everything again makes it seem like it’s only been a week(?) yet i can tell stories about the full year but again almost feels like it was a holiday away. I’ve only been here for a day but just feels like when I came back the last 2 times when i was only gone for a week….
I almost feel like i should be going back to my apartment I had before the move and that I should be getting ready for work yet I’m at a spot where I don’t have my own place anymore and I don’t have a job anymore and it’s just odd(?)
I already miss Setsu and my job there and well being there, miss the green already haha but just seeing Dad, Tracy, Summer, Courtine and my Mom again it was a really nice feeling. Need to be more ready next time i go out again cause holy heck I don’t miss AZ brown and dirt :B
Gotta finally focus on what i wanna do and maybe actually start on Sky pirates and the online stuff. i also gotta find another word for ‘and’ but it’s not like I’m trying to be a great writer, odds are i’m just writing this for me. I paid Setsu for rent for Nov. now i just have to actually paid for this site haha.
Either/or I feel, weird. mood is just weird about everything. For the first time in forever i actually am thinking about my future and not just day by day. Which is also weird for me but hey upside right?
i’m half focusing on even writing this cause I’m also listening to Tracy, dad and courtine haha
I’m hoping Setsu is doing alright and she knows how much I love her(of course friend love lol) and hope spare is doing better now that she can be out of the room. She has 2 and a half more months before she can go in with David but I feel they will be great roommates! :D! i’m hoping on it tho, I always want the best for her and if y’all havn’t checked her out then do it >:U
I did learn new things while out there, Setsu thought me somethings I didn’t know before so now I’m just hoping to keep learning new things! and getting better at my craft!