Moving Update
9/2/19
So I’m not used to writing things out like this I’m more of a picture person but! This helps me keep my mind straight. So here’s an update of my move and whats going on right now.
So I’m trying to get my Youtube going again, even tho I only post once a month, so to kill 2 birds with 1 stone I have been filming myself at least for a minute a day as updates or just random things of that day so I can make a video about my move! why? i dunno sounded fun, I am have missed a day or 8 but still. I filmed stuff for October so I have stuff to post while moving but I’m a lazy poo and didn’t even finish the filming of them so 😛 I miiiight have the fursuit head done but thats it.
My Ko-Fi and Patreon hasn’t been updated in awhile tho with most my crafting supplies being packed up I will be drawing more to not just go completely bored! I gotta focus on one topic at a time tho so It’s not just a bunch of random stuff and no one knows whats going on but me.
I have half my stuff packed up at the moment but still have a bit more to go, even tho i still have a month I just have the feeling to have everything ready now so when It’s time I’m ready to just hit the road. Getting rid of stuff was actually a lot easier then I thought. Might be because with what I used to do for cons getting rid of stuff was nice… ? I have been to Savers/Goodwills alot more then I ever have it seems hur hur Bookmens is always my last choice cause just like GameStop and such they really don’t give you alot for your stuff. I Swung by and they gave me $21 for a lot of toys, noooooot tooo bad then what they normally gave me. Imma be trying again another time later this month with the rest of the items in the other box of stuff that isn’t worth much on ebay.
Ebay has been going well now with the trip out of the way(had a blast and love almost every second of it, will talk about in that post) now to focus on the move which brings me to the next part…. oh boi
Sooooo work….. my hate,hate relationship there’s no love there. So I work on base in the laundry of a hotel. I only have two sometimes 3 other co-works and I hate two of them with a burning passion. I believe the one hates me just cause I’m young and can GASP do two things at once??? no!! but really she gets on me about EEEEEVERYTHING!!! Then threatens my job thinking she has any power there. She thinks shes a leader but our old leader and new boss both said shes not but I guess she never got the message…. Imma tell her before I leave lol I do a tiny thing wrong and she makes it seem like I blew up the place but our other co-worker, whos closer to her in age, does something big and they just laugh it off >:/ she’s a main reason why my depression got worst and why I hated going to work. Being stuck with my brain for 6 hours a day isn’t good for me but checking my phone just to see the time and she snaps at me so fuck it, if I kill myself I’ll make sure my note is address to her. All that makes me happy during a rough day is she’ll die before me(maybe) and I hope on her death bed she remembers the time she yelled at a suicidal 24 year old about towels and thinks ‘man i’m so glade I did that’ sense it seems like this job is all she cares about. boi howdy I can go on about her and might make a video about her on Youtube just to vent more but! shes isn’t the only reason why I hate work. Reason two! is I am the only one who has had hours cut, yes the only one. I was supposed to get full time after the last girl left but instead noooooo this new girl got it and cause I’m not full time I get my hours cut even tho I’ve been there 5 months before her.
So sense my hours cut I’ve been struggling to even pay my bills as is, now I had soooome very tiny amount to be able to still get some fun things to not go bored but guess what?? They’re doing it again!! That’s right! Sense the hotel is slow they are cutting hours again, no not just finally cutting the other two girls hours, nope! cutting their and mine again! so first I was working 8 hours then 6 now fucking 5!! And guess what what? This is the month I need all the money I can get cause I’m moving! But fucking nope!! Ebay only lets 50 free listings for non business accounts so I have to watch my limits as I post or up the prices a bit. So I’m screwed basically cause work hates me. The funniest thing tho! Before I left on my trip my actual leader came up to me and gave me a packet and told me I’m getting full time final! in three months…. So October…. Which is when I’m leaving?? I’ve been working on base for 6 years and they finally offer me full time?? God I hate that place.
Breaking the lease is gonna be…. fun? Now I’m hopping to get my brother to take over my lease but I doubt he will being how rent is $2 away from $700, no I’m not joking. So I have to figure out how to break it to the office being how they ask for a 3 month notice annnnnnd I didn’t tell them…..
   WHAT WHY???? You might be asking, cause depression. Oh Anee you love to use that as an excuse for evvvverything~~ Actually i try not to but when that is the reason why then why lie? I got hit pretty hard and barely even took care of myself. being eat, bathing(gross I know) or even staying awake. For awhile it was just working and sleeping, like right when I got home I crashed. My cat even got worried about me and trying to force me to stay away. I skipped meals cause It saved money, got down to one meal a day and I felt very bad for a long while when on the trip they took me to the store to get food and I didn’t really eat any of it. The trip cheered me up so much! like you don’t understand how much I needed it and how much I love my friends so much! (again I’ll be making a post on it) but even when I came back and had to go to work again I sunk again. The last few days tho has been up lifting again, I’ve been more productive and finally getting things done. I’ve been pretty happy as of late and it’s really nice.
I have not told my mom I’m leaving yet…… I just know what she’s gonna say and I really don’t wanna hear it. She been getting on all my siblings as of late about random things, I honestly think someones already told her but I’m not sure. I was thinking about making a facebook post about it sense I learn everything on Facebook why can’t she learn it that way? yes it’s rude but merr. She hasn’t been the best person to talk too about anything and moving long distances is one of those things that she’ll go on and on about. but f! I’m an adult and I can do whatever I want now! To a point of course.
I think that’s it for now? I’ll post more later when more pops up! also Setsus been figuring out alot of stuff for us and I’m beyond excited about everything thats going on!
And cause again I’m a picture person heres cat!
